Hey there!
October was my most memorable month of the year. I met a lot of people this month, who just passed by my life, and even though I wanted them to stay, I just couldn't. Because they didn't want to.
It was so funny and hurting how my clothes reminded me of them. I used to smell the clothes which hugged them for minutes and care less the next hour.
It was mesmerizing how I felt about the first conversation that I hold onto too much, without me knowing that the other party might had deleted it yet.
It was so sweet to recall the words spoken that really touched my heart and also tore it apart after days of not talking.
Probably I was really longing to have a home, or to have someone to call home when the world was too cruel and harsh on me - that's why detours on finding my home was this painful and degrading.
I was a mess this entire month, and would still be a mess the next month, because I couldn't find the courage to walk away from things that pained me. But, I'd figure it out, how to survive the November this time.
xx.
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